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Day 7 of Meme   
11:58pm 09/09/2010
  Stole this meme from [info]cloudyjenn  ^^; Cause that's how I roll. Also, I fail at upkeeping this.

Day 01 - What is your current favorite ship?
It's a tie between ZelosxLloyd and DeanxCastiel. I mean, I have other opt that I love with a passion but these are the two at the front of my mind most of the time these days.

Day 02 - What was your very first ship?
I'm pretty sure it was Tuxedo Mask x Sailor Moon.

Day 03 - A pairing that needs to happen now?
Dean x Castiel. Seasons and Season of tension.. it's gonna kill me.

Day 04 - The pairing with the most chemistry?
Total tie between my OTP. DeanxCas with all that eyesexing and enough tension to kill lesser men.  And ZelosxLloyd with.. well.. it's pretty much the non-cannon pairing choice.

Day 05 - The pairing with the least chemistry?
SamxCastiel ... I just don't get it. Well... maybe a little but not so much ^^;. I suppose it makes more sense then BeckyxSam which... is just creepy.

Day 06 - The best kiss?
All the best kisses never happened.

Day 07 - The most heartbreaking scene?
V is for Vendetta, the part about the movie star and her lover nearly killed me.

Day 08 - The pairing with the most baggage?
Day 09 - The most believable relationship?
Day 10 - Why aren't these two married in real life?
Day 11 - What is your dream pairing?
Day 12 - Who had the best wedding?
Day 13 - What is your favorite television pairing?
Day 14 - What is your favorite book pairing?
Day 15 - What is your favorite real life pairing?
Day 16 - What is the absolute worst pairing?
Day 17 - A pairing you thought would never work out, but did?
Day 18 - What is the cutest pairing?
Day 19 - A pairing you've rooted for since the beginning?
Day 20 - The "can't stand the sexual tension anymore" pairing?
Day 21 - A pairing you like and no one else understands why?
Day 22 - A pairing you hate and no one else understands why?
Day 23 - A crazy love triangle/quadrilateral that worked out great?
Day 24 - A crazy love triangle/quadrilateral that worked out badly?
Day 25 - A pairing that was/would-be adorable, but could never work out?
Day 26 - A pairing that you hated and ended up loving?
Day 27 - A pairing that you loved and ended up hating?
Day 28 - A pairing that you will never understand?
Day 29 - What ship had the best proposal?
Day 30 - Your favorite ship forever and ever and ever?
 
     

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Day 5 of Meme   
11:38pm 08/09/2010
 
mood: amused
Stole this meme from cloudyjenn  ^^; Cause that's how I roll. Also, I fail at upkeeping this.

Day 01 - What is your current favorite ship?
It's a tie between ZelosxLloyd and DeanxCastiel. I mean, I have other opt that I love with a passion but these are the two at the front of my mind most of the time these days.

Day 02 - What was your very first ship?
I'm pretty sure it was Tuxedo Mask x Sailor Moon.

Day 03 - A pairing that needs to happen now?
Dean x Castiel. Seasons and Season of tension.. it's gonna kill me.

Day 04 - The pairing with the most chemistry?
Total tie between my OTP. DeanxCas with all that eyesexing and enough tension to kill lesser men.  And ZelosxLloyd with.. well.. it's pretty much the non-cannon pairing choice.

Day 05 - The pairing with the least chemistry?
SamxCastiel ... I just don't get it. Well... maybe a little but not so much ^^;. I suppose it makes more sense then BeckyxSam which... is just creepy.

Day 06 - The best kiss?
All the best kisses never happened.

Day 07 - The most heartbreaking scene?
Day 08 - The pairing with the most baggage?
Day 09 - The most believable relationship?
Day 10 - Why aren't these two married in real life?
Day 11 - What is your dream pairing?
Day 12 - Who had the best wedding?
Day 13 - What is your favorite television pairing?
Day 14 - What is your favorite book pairing?
Day 15 - What is your favorite real life pairing?
Day 16 - What is the absolute worst pairing?
Day 17 - A pairing you thought would never work out, but did?
Day 18 - What is the cutest pairing?
Day 19 - A pairing you've rooted for since the beginning?
Day 20 - The "can't stand the sexual tension anymore" pairing?
Day 21 - A pairing you like and no one else understands why?
Day 22 - A pairing you hate and no one else understands why?
Day 23 - A crazy love triangle/quadrilateral that worked out great?
Day 24 - A crazy love triangle/quadrilateral that worked out badly?
Day 25 - A pairing that was/would-be adorable, but could never work out?
Day 26 - A pairing that you hated and ended up loving?
Day 27 - A pairing that you loved and ended up hating?
Day 28 - A pairing that you will never understand?
Day 29 - What ship had the best proposal?
Day 30 - Your favorite ship forever and ever and ever?
 
     

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30 Days of Shipping: Day 1   
02:35pm 03/09/2010
 
mood: pensive
Stole this meme from cloudyjenn ^^; Cause that's how I roll.

Day 01 - What is your current favorite ship?

It's a tie between ZelosxLloyd and DeanxCastiel. I mean, I have other opt that I love with a passion but these are the two at the front of my mind most of the time these days.

Day 02 - What was your very first ship?
Day 03 - A pairing that needs to happen now?
Day 04 - The pairing with the most chemistry?
Day 05 - The pairing with the least chemistry?
Day 06 - The best kiss?
Day 07 - The most heartbreaking scene?
Day 08 - The pairing with the most baggage?
Day 09 - The most believable relationship?
Day 10 - Why aren't these two married in real life?
Day 11 - What is your dream pairing?
Day 12 - Who had the best wedding?
Day 13 - What is your favorite television pairing?
Day 14 - What is your favorite book pairing?
Day 15 - What is your favorite real life pairing?
Day 16 - What is the absolute worst pairing?
Day 17 - A pairing you thought would never work out, but did?
Day 18 - What is the cutest pairing?
Day 19 - A pairing you've rooted for since the beginning?
Day 20 - The "can't stand the sexual tension anymore" pairing?
Day 21 - A pairing you like and no one else understands why?
Day 22 - A pairing you hate and no one else understands why?
Day 23 - A crazy love triangle/quadrilateral that worked out great?
Day 24 - A crazy love triangle/quadrilateral that worked out badly?
Day 25 - A pairing that was/would-be adorable, but could never work out?
Day 26 - A pairing that you hated and ended up loving?
Day 27 - A pairing that you loved and ended up hating?
Day 28 - A pairing that you will never understand?
Day 29 - What ship had the best proposal?
Day 30 - Your favorite ship forever and ever and ever?
 
     

( The world falls to ruins )

 
DeathStar Fic <3   
11:33pm 13/04/2010
 
mood: accomplished
Title: Does it really taste like strawberries?
Rating: pg13
Pairing: Black Star x Death The Kid
Warnings: Snogging, heavy petting… I gloss over details mostly.
Disclaimers: I don’t own them; never have, never will. I just like to make them dance for my own personal amusement… I swear I’ll put them back when I’m done :D!
Authors NotesI wrote this for my wife because I ran her car along a pole and put a dent in the door. No seriously. This is an apology fic.

It was meant to be serious but it was also meant to be done many many months ago. And we see how THAT turned out.  It really does just dissolve into humor and a bit of crack. I also feel like I kind of cut it short but it works XD!


~*~

Well taste it if you really want to know... >:3Collapse )
 
     

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Fan Fiction anyone?   
10:52am 13/04/2010
 
mood: amused

I’ve been slowly getting back into the habit of fan fic writing XD! It’s been so long but I have an awesome beta reader who is being worlds worth of help and support. Mostly I just need someone to push me a long or else I never finish anything. I guess this is why I do so many one shots and almost never finish my chapter works >.<!

Anyway! I started doing some Destiel (DeanxCastiel from Supernatural) fan fics. If you’re interested, you can find the two I’ve posted so far here:

One shot - And Then Came Love

 http://community.livejournal.com/deancastiel/1760987.html

And here:

http://community.livejournal.com/deancastiel/1719016.html
 

Multi chapter - Color Me Descending (part 1)

I'll eventually post a Black Star x Death The Kid fic I wrote for my wife X3

For now, enjoy the Supernatural yaoi

 
     

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Fuck ruby slippers, I want the Emerald City.   
11:32pm 11/03/2010
 
mood: discontent
Speech class went pretty well but became a painful reminder of how much people lack experience... or depth for that matter.

One girl gave a speech about seeing snow for the first time (last weekend) and how AMAZING it was.... and that's when I realized I'm still living in fucking California.

Then I noticed 5 different girls were wearing crosses and 4 of them talked about how amazing God/ God's creation was... and that's when I realized I'm still living in a fucking small town.

I miss Seattle.

I seriously need to get out of The Conservative Republic of Suburbia and back to my beloved United Cities of Liberals.

I miss sane, intelligent, earth conscious people. I even miss the crazy liberal pagans that over run the Emerald City. I miss diversity. I miss non-conformity. I miss my grey sky mornings. Hell, I even miss the rain.

This little town is killing me and California isn't helping T__T

I must find a way to live up north and not die from such a weak immune system. =__=
 
     

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Mmm mmm stories..   
11:49pm 10/03/2010
 
mood: good
Mmm I love that feeling of accomplishment when you finally finish a very long and good story. It's very similar to the post orgasmic feeling of really awesome... or a really good sneeze. Lol I have warm fuzzies all over now and I feel the strongest urge to go snuggle my wife. Which I think I will as soon as I'm done writing this.

Then head to bed because I've been lacking on the sleep part and I have a very long day ahead of me tomorrow. Need to be at work by 6:50am until 6:30pm then I have to be in class from 7pm to 10pm. Then it's my weekend. Yay!

Sakura con is coming up and while I'm mostly prepared, Naru isn't so we have to really crack down on everything Friday and hopefully finish up whatever it is we need to. It'll probably take a couple of days but I'm really hoping to get everything done this weekend. Wishful thinking perhaps but.. one can wish lol

Ah well. More later.
 
     

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Feeling Better   
06:54pm 07/03/2010
 
mood: busy
The doctor gave me some antibiotics which seem to be (thankfully) doing the trick. Other than the TMI of making my mucus an alarming shade of radioactive yellow.  Seriously, I'm damn well convinced it'll glow in the dark.

Anyway! On a whole the fevers are all gone and I'm feeling good enough to start going back to the gym.

When I'm not swamped with homework and cosplay work that I'm all WAY behind on.

Well, not TOO behind. Gotta do my Harry wig and make notes from the hand outs that the teacher gave us for the exam next week. Also, need to practice the speech due this week about a 100 times more >.>;

My mind if full of lists right now and writing them down doesn't seem to be helping so.. I just keep listing until I get it all done. Seems neurotic but with my crap-for-memory, it's actually a pretty good memorization tool.

In other completely unrelated news, I found a Destiel livejournal community "Groped by and Angel" and I couldn't be happier. It's totally my crack and reward for finishing projects XD! Self motivation is great!

More later.
 
     

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Blah   
11:16pm 25/02/2010
 
mood: sick
I'm sick again but this one knocked me on my ass for a few days and it sucks because I missed two days of work and my class. That's 200+ out of my paycheck and a whole day of notes I'm going to have to scramble to get. Lame.

On the upside, I'm less angry with the world.

Been taking a lot of time to R&R which has let me think about my situation. I have also been talking to my wife a lot about issues we collectively have and it has help me deal in a positive way.

Came to the conclusion that I could use therapy. Not that I think I NEED it because I'm functioning just fine without it but.. I think it could improve my life and that's the important thing.

So I need to talk to my school therapist and see if they can't set me up with something more long term that I can utilize. The wifey may do the same and, again, I think it'll be good. ^_^

And that's it for now.
 
     

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Dark fiction anyone?   
07:43pm 16/02/2010
 
mood: contemplative
I recently ran across some very macabre pieces in my folders and I'm thinking about posting them here because they're a little too dark for FF.net. I mean, they're all very well written (for me) but the subject matter and the way I handle it is probably uncomfortable for most readers. It's not overly graphic but there just isn't a flashlight bright enough out there to see through it.

Go figure. XD I'll mull over it for a couple of days then probably post something for my own sake lol
 
     

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Secret Gardens   
03:06pm 06/02/2010
 
mood: calm
I have a secret place I like to go when the world is starting to feel overwhelming and, sometimes, unbearable. Perhaps it may seem a touch morbid to the masses but I am utterly entranced with this mortuary I found by mistake.

The place is enormous and ancient and the most powerfully peaceful place I have ever been in. The quiet is so perfect and still that libraries could only dream of being this serene. It really is a breath takingly ethereal place and I feel so very calm being there. I could bring a book and sit for hours upon hours in one of the side gardens... my only wish is that I lived closer so the drive wouldn't be so inconvenient.

At any rate, back to the point I was loosely trying to make: what I realized is that my entire life I have sought out these very special secret places that invoke similar feelings of quiet serenity. Be them castles, forests, abandoned apple orchards, roof top gardens or (in this case) mortuaries. I think they are an important part of my being because I absolutely need them to hide away in and regroup myself -collect myself when I desperately need it. It should be no small wander that I dream about these kinds of places all the time and my longing to be near them is off the charts.

One day I want to have enough money so that I can build a house (of my own design) that will encompass all the qualities I have cherished from each of these places. I think that would be a wonderfully ideal place to live, don't you?

Anyway, until that time, I will dwell where I can and when I start to drown again, I'll seek refuge in my tucked away little corner of the universe where I can feel at peace once more. Not the perfect solution but an amiable compromise until I am within the means to reach my dreams.
 
     

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Kumori con!   
08:57pm 20/06/2007
 
mood: anxious
OH! I really want to know who is going to Kumori con because I'm trying to figure out hotel stuff for me and my Kakashi. I worry they sold out of rooms already for those dates o.o!

Anyone going???
 
     

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Nearly there!   
06:02pm 18/06/2007
 
mood: amused


Time Jump Sasuke : 90% Finished.

What's Left: The rope belt.

Extras to do: Umbrella.
 
     

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SAKURA-CON!   
09:22pm 27/03/2007
 
mood: sick
Sakura-con!

Who is coming and what are you cosplaying (IF you're cosplaying)?

I was just interested in who I get to see that I haven't seen in a while ^^!
 
     

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Breaking Glass   
10:54pm 11/03/2007
 
mood: sad


New picture of me ^_^;

You know, I've been randomly feeling depressed lately and I can't exactly figure out why. My eastern medic says that it's because I'm really low on yang (energy) and I guess that makes sense. My health hasn't been.... fantastic lately and I haven't really been able to sleep. Too many nightmares and random things going on.

In other news, my mom just went to the hospital for a while --she was having bad migraines that were triggering caesuras. They were mostly worried because those could have caused a stroke and that would have been very very bad. Now they're all kind of looking at me and it puts me out a little. I know I need to see a specialist but that's somehow like admitting defeat. On the other hand I suppose not facing the severity of my health problems may very well make them worse.

Maaah… I miss my loved ones. It sucks that my SOs all live so far away, even my family is too far to touch and that's been getting to me lately. I blame the bad dreams because I’m not usually a very touchy person (as I’m sure you all know) but lately I’ve really just been needing the affection of someone I care about. Or, at least, I need to feel less out of place with the people that I know. It’s like sitting behind a glass wall watching everyone interact with each other and not being able to relate. Clearly, I need more sleep.

Ah well, I'm sure I'll be ok. I just need to snap back into my groove or something. Wish me luck ^_^;
 
     

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Sick and tired of always being sick and tired.   
10:27pm 08/01/2007
 
mood: sad
Seriously... I spent five hours in the hospital today -half of which was just me waiting around in the ER and then me waiting around in my hospital room. Then when they finally DID come back, they ran a whole bunch of tests then did them again... and again. I really took the same three tests four times!

And what did they have say after all of that? "Uh... I'm not entirely sure what’s wrong. I think you have *insert specific type of asthma here* so... here's an inhaler and.... uh... Good luck." *bangs head on table*

Maah... I really just wish my health would stop deteriorating at the rate it is. I want to be WELL again @__@
 
     

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So... damn... funny.   
06:45pm 10/12/2006
 
mood: amused
So I was digging through some old papers and ran across the funniest thing. It's an old "song" That Ish and I wrote a long time ago about all of our mutual friends in a relationship. So, I thought I'd share because... it's DAMN funny.

The Relationship SongCollapse )
 
     

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The Apple Store!   
06:37pm 02/12/2006
 
mood: amused
So I went to an apple store with my friends today and while they were buying ipods... I was playing on the computers XD! The results are... fun times with different filters!


Two more under the cutCollapse )
 
     

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Must. Learn. To. Like. Coffee..... so tired @_@!   
08:01am 15/11/2006
 
mood: tired
Maaah so much to talk about... so little time.

School and work eat up my life. o_o No joke. I feel like that's all I ever do and I do it SO much that by the time weekends roll around.... I'm WAY too tired to do anything. Lame huh?

Recently I went to Y-con (zomg good times) and that was cool. I'll share pictures soon! I swear @_@! And I also just had my birthday (free to do anything I want now XD). Lots of ups and downs for that one but overall it wasn't too bad and I give all of my love to those who showed up!

Anyway... I have four minutes to get to school and I still don't know where I put my socks so... I'll post more later!

JA!
 
     

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You'll get enough sleep when you're dead.   
10:11pm 26/09/2006
 
mood: tired
I was talking to Brad earlier and I realized that I'm either going to have to learn to like coffee or learn to live without sleep. Or both.

If you haven't guessed yet, I just started school AND my new job. I'm not sure how this is going to work out with Martial Arts class but I'm determined to wing it. I love my martial arts class and I just don't want to give that up for anything. Sleep? Who needs it when I got Bujinkan! BUWAHHA-- *coughs*.

I need a new backpack. Badly.
 
     

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