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| 08:57pm 20/06/2007 |
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mood:  anxious music: Life For Rent - Dido
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OH! I really want to know who is going to Kumori con because I'm trying to figure out hotel stuff for me and my Kakashi. I worry they sold out of rooms already for those dates o.o!
Anyone going??? |
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| Breaking Glass |
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| 10:54pm 11/03/2007 |
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mood:  sad music: Memories by Within Temptation
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New picture of me ^_^;
You know, I've been randomly feeling depressed lately and I can't exactly figure out why. My eastern medic says that it's because I'm really low on yang (energy) and I guess that makes sense. My health hasn't been.... fantastic lately and I haven't really been able to sleep. Too many nightmares and random things going on.
In other news, my mom just went to the hospital for a while --she was having bad migraines that were triggering caesuras. They were mostly worried because those could have caused a stroke and that would have been very very bad. Now they're all kind of looking at me and it puts me out a little. I know I need to see a specialist but that's somehow like admitting defeat. On the other hand I suppose not facing the severity of my health problems may very well make them worse.
Maaah… I miss my loved ones. It sucks that my SOs all live so far away, even my family is too far to touch and that's been getting to me lately. I blame the bad dreams because I’m not usually a very touchy person (as I’m sure you all know) but lately I’ve really just been needing the affection of someone I care about. Or, at least, I need to feel less out of place with the people that I know. It’s like sitting behind a glass wall watching everyone interact with each other and not being able to relate. Clearly, I need more sleep.
Ah well, I'm sure I'll be ok. I just need to snap back into my groove or something. Wish me luck ^_^; |
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| Sick and tired of always being sick and tired. |
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| 10:27pm 08/01/2007 |
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mood: sad music: Welcome - Heather Nova
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Seriously... I spent five hours in the hospital today -half of which was just me waiting around in the ER and then me waiting around in my hospital room. Then when they finally DID come back, they ran a whole bunch of tests then did them again... and again. I really took the same three tests four times!
And what did they have say after all of that? "Uh... I'm not entirely sure what’s wrong. I think you have *insert specific type of asthma here* so... here's an inhaler and.... uh... Good luck." *bangs head on table*
Maah... I really just wish my health would stop deteriorating at the rate it is. I want to be WELL again @__@ |
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| Must. Learn. To. Like. Coffee..... so tired @_@! |
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| 08:01am 15/11/2006 |
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mood:  tired music: Lovesong - The Cure
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Maaah so much to talk about... so little time.
School and work eat up my life. o_o No joke. I feel like that's all I ever do and I do it SO much that by the time weekends roll around.... I'm WAY too tired to do anything. Lame huh?
Recently I went to Y-con (zomg good times) and that was cool. I'll share pictures soon! I swear @_@! And I also just had my birthday (free to do anything I want now XD). Lots of ups and downs for that one but overall it wasn't too bad and I give all of my love to those who showed up!
Anyway... I have four minutes to get to school and I still don't know where I put my socks so... I'll post more later!
JA! |
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| You'll get enough sleep when you're dead. |
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| 10:11pm 26/09/2006 |
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mood: tired music: The Power of Goodbye - Madonna
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I was talking to Brad earlier and I realized that I'm either going to have to learn to like coffee or learn to live without sleep. Or both.
If you haven't guessed yet, I just started school AND my new job. I'm not sure how this is going to work out with Martial Arts class but I'm determined to wing it. I love my martial arts class and I just don't want to give that up for anything. Sleep? Who needs it when I got Bujinkan! BUWAHHA-- *coughs*.
I need a new backpack. Badly. |
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| Here's to being alive and staying alive. |
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| 11:50pm 19/09/2006 |
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mood:  good music: Forever Young (2001) - Alphaville
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I found some old pictures and I began to reminisce -thinking about where I'm going and where I've been.
I never really expected to end up where I am today but I was so young and so blind to believe in happy endings.
I'm much more of a realist these days, yet every now and again I still dare to dream -hoping that one day I may actually achieve even my most fantastic of goals. Or... perhaps that I may simply find a middle ground where happiness resides and my troubled mind can finally find some peace.
Whatever the case may be to which ending my life finds most suitable, I am certain about one thing -it's sure to be one hell of an adventure. |
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| This made me laugh.. |
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| 07:37pm 13/09/2006 |
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mood:  amused music: Uhn Tis Uhn Tis - Bloodhound Gang
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It's a mass letter from Sensei to the rest of us.
"Sept. 20th (next wed), we move into the school....untill then....rain gear, flashlights, and no whinning.
peace."
And that's it. Talk about awesome XD |
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| I got sick today T__T, but in other news... |
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| 11:23pm 03/09/2006 |
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mood:  sick music: Once in a Lifetime - Wolfsheim
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My friend from Queensland txted me to tell me that Steve Irwin passed away earlier today from a sting ray barb to the chest. Ouch O_o!
Ah well, as much as that might suck, at least he went out doing something he cared about. I mean, he COULD have died in a car accident and what honor would there have been in that?
Meh, hats off too ya Steve -you had a good run. |
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| I forgot that I wanted to post before bed! |
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| 10:34pm 25/08/2006 |
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mood: amused music: She's so High above me - Tal Bachman
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I've been having the strangest dreams lately.
Last night I dreamed that I was a coat hanger brought to life. Well, I was a coat hanger turned into a human-form and brought to life by a witch who lived in a palace. She dressed me in a long black gown with a long black veil so that no one but her would ever get to see my face. Talk about odd. I ended up being her servant most of the time, yet strangely enough I wasn't mad about it. I was just happy to be alive and not a coat hanger XD!
And then I ran away with a group of djs, the end. Lol Did I mention I took some Benadryl earlier tonight? Yeah... way high on that but at least I can breathe again :D! |
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(2 People have met again | The world falls to ruins ) |
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| Yet another update! |
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| 01:51pm 08/08/2006 |
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mood:  determined music: Material Girls - Madonna
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ANBU Costume Update:
Shirt: 100% Done.
Pants: 100% Done.
Mask: 100% Done.
Vest: 95% Done.
Wig: 80% Done.
Pouch: 5% (I have the material and a plan)
Armor: 0% haha...oi.
Shoes, Katana, White straps: -50% (I haven't even started looking for them)
Gotta go shopping for Armor stuff now! |
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(2 People have met again | The world falls to ruins ) |
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| Life goes on and I'm feeling much better now |
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| 10:21pm 26/07/2006 |
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mood: good
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Though my pay check suffers... I feel much better with less hours. I'm sure ninja class helps a lot too.
Speaking of Ninjitsu, on Monday I got hit in the face with an elbow. My jaw STILL hurts but the divine justice of it all is that the guy who hit me got hit in the face with an elbow today. I had myself a good chortle over that one ^_^!
It's interesting because the people who I fight with are all either ex-military or have a decade worth of martial arts experience. The only person I don't feel so inadequate around is the pregnant lady who shows up to every other class -and really... that's not saying a whole lot lol.
Moving a long, the people are all really nice and very relaxed so I feel ok working with them. I think it's helped a lot with stress and for that, I'm really grateful. |
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| Interesting lyrics... |
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| 11:24pm 23/07/2006 |
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mood: tired music: Crazy - Gnarls Barkley
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I remember when I lost my mind
There was something so pleasant about that phase.
Even your emotions have an echo
in so much space
And when you're out there
Without care,
Yeah, I was out of touch
But it wasn't because I didn't know enough
I just knew too much
Does that make me crazy?
Possibly. |
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