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Day 7 of Meme

Stole this meme from [info]cloudyjenn  ^^; Cause that's how I roll. Also, I fail at upkeeping this.

Day 01 - What is your current favorite ship?
It's a tie between ZelosxLloyd and DeanxCastiel. I mean, I have other opt that I love with a passion but these are the two at the front of my mind most of the time these days.

Day 02 - What was your very first ship?
I'm pretty sure it was Tuxedo Mask x Sailor Moon.

Day 03 - A pairing that needs to happen now?
Dean x Castiel. Seasons and Season of tension.. it's gonna kill me.

Day 04 - The pairing with the most chemistry?
Total tie between my OTP. DeanxCas with all that eyesexing and enough tension to kill lesser men.  And ZelosxLloyd with.. well.. it's pretty much the non-cannon pairing choice.

Day 05 - The pairing with the least chemistry?
SamxCastiel ... I just don't get it. Well... maybe a little but not so much ^^;. I suppose it makes more sense then BeckyxSam which... is just creepy.

Day 06 - The best kiss?
All the best kisses never happened.

Day 07 - The most heartbreaking scene?
V is for Vendetta, the part about the movie star and her lover nearly killed me.

Day 08 - The pairing with the most baggage?
Day 09 - The most believable relationship?
Day 10 - Why aren't these two married in real life?
Day 11 - What is your dream pairing?
Day 12 - Who had the best wedding?
Day 13 - What is your favorite television pairing?
Day 14 - What is your favorite book pairing?
Day 15 - What is your favorite real life pairing?
Day 16 - What is the absolute worst pairing?
Day 17 - A pairing you thought would never work out, but did?
Day 18 - What is the cutest pairing?
Day 19 - A pairing you've rooted for since the beginning?
Day 20 - The "can't stand the sexual tension anymore" pairing?
Day 21 - A pairing you like and no one else understands why?
Day 22 - A pairing you hate and no one else understands why?
Day 23 - A crazy love triangle/quadrilateral that worked out great?
Day 24 - A crazy love triangle/quadrilateral that worked out badly?
Day 25 - A pairing that was/would-be adorable, but could never work out?
Day 26 - A pairing that you hated and ended up loving?
Day 27 - A pairing that you loved and ended up hating?
Day 28 - A pairing that you will never understand?
Day 29 - What ship had the best proposal?
Day 30 - Your favorite ship forever and ever and ever?
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Day 5 of Meme

Stole this meme from cloudyjenn  ^^; Cause that's how I roll. Also, I fail at upkeeping this.

Day 01 - What is your current favorite ship?
It's a tie between ZelosxLloyd and DeanxCastiel. I mean, I have other opt that I love with a passion but these are the two at the front of my mind most of the time these days.

Day 02 - What was your very first ship?
I'm pretty sure it was Tuxedo Mask x Sailor Moon.

Day 03 - A pairing that needs to happen now?
Dean x Castiel. Seasons and Season of tension.. it's gonna kill me.

Day 04 - The pairing with the most chemistry?
Total tie between my OTP. DeanxCas with all that eyesexing and enough tension to kill lesser men.  And ZelosxLloyd with.. well.. it's pretty much the non-cannon pairing choice.

Day 05 - The pairing with the least chemistry?
SamxCastiel ... I just don't get it. Well... maybe a little but not so much ^^;. I suppose it makes more sense then BeckyxSam which... is just creepy.

Day 06 - The best kiss?
All the best kisses never happened.

Day 07 - The most heartbreaking scene?
Day 08 - The pairing with the most baggage?
Day 09 - The most believable relationship?
Day 10 - Why aren't these two married in real life?
Day 11 - What is your dream pairing?
Day 12 - Who had the best wedding?
Day 13 - What is your favorite television pairing?
Day 14 - What is your favorite book pairing?
Day 15 - What is your favorite real life pairing?
Day 16 - What is the absolute worst pairing?
Day 17 - A pairing you thought would never work out, but did?
Day 18 - What is the cutest pairing?
Day 19 - A pairing you've rooted for since the beginning?
Day 20 - The "can't stand the sexual tension anymore" pairing?
Day 21 - A pairing you like and no one else understands why?
Day 22 - A pairing you hate and no one else understands why?
Day 23 - A crazy love triangle/quadrilateral that worked out great?
Day 24 - A crazy love triangle/quadrilateral that worked out badly?
Day 25 - A pairing that was/would-be adorable, but could never work out?
Day 26 - A pairing that you hated and ended up loving?
Day 27 - A pairing that you loved and ended up hating?
Day 28 - A pairing that you will never understand?
Day 29 - What ship had the best proposal?
Day 30 - Your favorite ship forever and ever and ever?
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30 Days of Shipping: Day 1

Stole this meme from cloudyjenn ^^; Cause that's how I roll.

Day 01 - What is your current favorite ship?

It's a tie between ZelosxLloyd and DeanxCastiel. I mean, I have other opt that I love with a passion but these are the two at the front of my mind most of the time these days.

Day 02 - What was your very first ship?
Day 03 - A pairing that needs to happen now?
Day 04 - The pairing with the most chemistry?
Day 05 - The pairing with the least chemistry?
Day 06 - The best kiss?
Day 07 - The most heartbreaking scene?
Day 08 - The pairing with the most baggage?
Day 09 - The most believable relationship?
Day 10 - Why aren't these two married in real life?
Day 11 - What is your dream pairing?
Day 12 - Who had the best wedding?
Day 13 - What is your favorite television pairing?
Day 14 - What is your favorite book pairing?
Day 15 - What is your favorite real life pairing?
Day 16 - What is the absolute worst pairing?
Day 17 - A pairing you thought would never work out, but did?
Day 18 - What is the cutest pairing?
Day 19 - A pairing you've rooted for since the beginning?
Day 20 - The "can't stand the sexual tension anymore" pairing?
Day 21 - A pairing you like and no one else understands why?
Day 22 - A pairing you hate and no one else understands why?
Day 23 - A crazy love triangle/quadrilateral that worked out great?
Day 24 - A crazy love triangle/quadrilateral that worked out badly?
Day 25 - A pairing that was/would-be adorable, but could never work out?
Day 26 - A pairing that you hated and ended up loving?
Day 27 - A pairing that you loved and ended up hating?
Day 28 - A pairing that you will never understand?
Day 29 - What ship had the best proposal?
Day 30 - Your favorite ship forever and ever and ever?
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DeathStar Fic <3

Title: Does it really taste like strawberries?
Rating: pg13
Pairing: Black Star x Death The Kid
Warnings: Snogging, heavy petting… I gloss over details mostly.
Disclaimers: I don’t own them; never have, never will. I just like to make them dance for my own personal amusement… I swear I’ll put them back when I’m done :D!
Authors NotesI wrote this for my wife because I ran her car along a pole and put a dent in the door. No seriously. This is an apology fic.

It was meant to be serious but it was also meant to be done many many months ago. And we see how THAT turned out.  It really does just dissolve into humor and a bit of crack. I also feel like I kind of cut it short but it works XD!


~*~

Well taste it if you really want to know... >:3Collapse )
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Fan Fiction anyone?

I’ve been slowly getting back into the habit of fan fic writing XD! It’s been so long but I have an awesome beta reader who is being worlds worth of help and support. Mostly I just need someone to push me a long or else I never finish anything. I guess this is why I do so many one shots and almost never finish my chapter works >.<!

Anyway! I started doing some Destiel (DeanxCastiel from Supernatural) fan fics. If you’re interested, you can find the two I’ve posted so far here:

One shot - And Then Came Love

 http://community.livejournal.com/deancastiel/1760987.html

And here:

http://community.livejournal.com/deancastiel/1719016.html
 

Multi chapter - Color Me Descending (part 1)

I'll eventually post a Black Star x Death The Kid fic I wrote for my wife X3

For now, enjoy the Supernatural yaoi

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Fuck ruby slippers, I want the Emerald City.

Speech class went pretty well but became a painful reminder of how much people lack experience... or depth for that matter.

One girl gave a speech about seeing snow for the first time (last weekend) and how AMAZING it was.... and that's when I realized I'm still living in fucking California.

Then I noticed 5 different girls were wearing crosses and 4 of them talked about how amazing God/ God's creation was... and that's when I realized I'm still living in a fucking small town.

I miss Seattle.

I seriously need to get out of The Conservative Republic of Suburbia and back to my beloved United Cities of Liberals.

I miss sane, intelligent, earth conscious people. I even miss the crazy liberal pagans that over run the Emerald City. I miss diversity. I miss non-conformity. I miss my grey sky mornings. Hell, I even miss the rain.

This little town is killing me and California isn't helping T__T

I must find a way to live up north and not die from such a weak immune system. =__=
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Mmm mmm stories..

Mmm I love that feeling of accomplishment when you finally finish a very long and good story. It's very similar to the post orgasmic feeling of really awesome... or a really good sneeze. Lol I have warm fuzzies all over now and I feel the strongest urge to go snuggle my wife. Which I think I will as soon as I'm done writing this.

Then head to bed because I've been lacking on the sleep part and I have a very long day ahead of me tomorrow. Need to be at work by 6:50am until 6:30pm then I have to be in class from 7pm to 10pm. Then it's my weekend. Yay!

Sakura con is coming up and while I'm mostly prepared, Naru isn't so we have to really crack down on everything Friday and hopefully finish up whatever it is we need to. It'll probably take a couple of days but I'm really hoping to get everything done this weekend. Wishful thinking perhaps but.. one can wish lol

Ah well. More later.
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Feeling Better

The doctor gave me some antibiotics which seem to be (thankfully) doing the trick. Other than the TMI of making my mucus an alarming shade of radioactive yellow.  Seriously, I'm damn well convinced it'll glow in the dark.

Anyway! On a whole the fevers are all gone and I'm feeling good enough to start going back to the gym.

When I'm not swamped with homework and cosplay work that I'm all WAY behind on.

Well, not TOO behind. Gotta do my Harry wig and make notes from the hand outs that the teacher gave us for the exam next week. Also, need to practice the speech due this week about a 100 times more >.>;

My mind if full of lists right now and writing them down doesn't seem to be helping so.. I just keep listing until I get it all done. Seems neurotic but with my crap-for-memory, it's actually a pretty good memorization tool.

In other completely unrelated news, I found a Destiel livejournal community "Groped by and Angel" and I couldn't be happier. It's totally my crack and reward for finishing projects XD! Self motivation is great!

More later.
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Blah

I'm sick again but this one knocked me on my ass for a few days and it sucks because I missed two days of work and my class. That's 200+ out of my paycheck and a whole day of notes I'm going to have to scramble to get. Lame.

On the upside, I'm less angry with the world.

Been taking a lot of time to R&R which has let me think about my situation. I have also been talking to my wife a lot about issues we collectively have and it has help me deal in a positive way.

Came to the conclusion that I could use therapy. Not that I think I NEED it because I'm functioning just fine without it but.. I think it could improve my life and that's the important thing.

So I need to talk to my school therapist and see if they can't set me up with something more long term that I can utilize. The wifey may do the same and, again, I think it'll be good. ^_^

And that's it for now.
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Dark fiction anyone?

I recently ran across some very macabre pieces in my folders and I'm thinking about posting them here because they're a little too dark for FF.net. I mean, they're all very well written (for me) but the subject matter and the way I handle it is probably uncomfortable for most readers. It's not overly graphic but there just isn't a flashlight bright enough out there to see through it.

Go figure. XD I'll mull over it for a couple of days then probably post something for my own sake lol
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